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Deceit — a Parasite of the Soul

Kevin Farran
2 min readJul 25, 2021

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A lie of the mind revels in the shadow of cowardice.

photo by author from Enoshima island

You stood before me, with innocence on your breath

You held out a palm, to nurture, to suckle my needs,

You gazed warm and tender, trust begging from your eyes

You uttered softness to calm my quivering, selfless deeds.

My weakness yearned to submit, to swim in hope

My needs, a wanting pit of pain, directed my mind.

My dreams — broken mirrors, begged to find a new reflection

My heart, a fragile leaf, fluttered in the winds and pined.

Trust carried me, lifting the dark curtaining clouds of time

Trust lured me, a lamb to the slaughter of your greed.

Trust married my soul and mind in ventures of thirsty dreams

Trust should have held me in her arms and cradled my need.

But lurking below, an infestation of hunger gnawed and chewed

Passing like the wind, it sifted through me, grasping my core and being.

Suffocating in control, your coils drowned my eyes of the light

You scavenged on the skeleton of my aspirations, those I once thought freeing.

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Kevin Farran
Kevin Farran

Written by Kevin Farran

Kamakura based writer, lover of Great Danes, vintage cars, good red wine, bonsai and the Bard

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